Mr. Right Pt. 2

We all need something or someone to blame. You blame it on the alcohol, the childhood, your friends, as long as the blame is not on you. He blames her. He blames her for all of the heartache, the pain, and the end of a beautiful dysfunctional romance. He blames her for the same thing she knew was bound to happen, the thing that was inevitable. She can't understand why he would blame her. Nothing was definite. Everything was substantial or a possibility. How could he blame her for something that was not even in existence? he tried to love her after the pain, he wanted to love her after that moment. The truth is he couldn't, he was ultimately bruised. He hated her for the possibilities of what could have been and what he wanted it to be. She loved him for those same reasons. He hated the fact he allowed her to do it before he knew what the future could have held, she loved him because he trusted her that much. The pain that lived in him would not allow him to kiss her the same, to hold her the same, he definitely could not love her the same. The thought of what she could of been and she chose not to be, he questioned what he meant to her and the possibilities. How much did she love him if she could just do that before she had a chance to see. She felt differently she loved him more, she gained more passion, he turned his head, she put her head in his lap. She wanted him to love her more. It was not that she did not want it to be it was just that she could not risk her future. She couldn't risk not making it, and not becoming successful for something neither one of them was sure about. They suffered from the same situation. He blamed Her. She loved Him. They should have blamed selfishness.