Soul Searching...

Lately I have been content in the family and friends category. I could not ask for better friends or yearn for anymore family members [Lord knows I have enough of those..lol]. Something is missing. I don't quite think its a man but it is something. I am really needing something that feeds my soul and is indescribable. My soul yearns to be fulfilled. It seems nothing is working that will normally help this emptiness. I can't find it in clothes, shoes, music, television, my friends, or even my family. This is a first normally I'm fulfilled by one of these many things. It is obvious to me as this goes on I'm not going to be able to be completely function until I am cured. [if that's the right word]. Maybe, I can't be fulfilled by these external things because I need to search internally to come up with my answer. I do not know whats missing from me to fill this empty space. I guess my next mission is to figure out what is missing from me so I can quench this thirst in my soul. Idk. Just something for me to think about while I'm home.